Hi guys, okay I normally don’t put stuff up of myself, but I feel this is necessary. Recently I’ve had one of my followers messaging me about how their parents believe they are depressed and they think they might be, but they don’t want to seek help. For the longest time, I didn’t want help either, and that’s how this happened. This is my right thigh, you may not be able to tell very well in the photo, but it is covered in hundreds of scars. When I first started self-harming, it was one or two little cuts, but at time progressed, that didn’t satisfy me anymore, and overtime my cuts started looking like this. This was my form of getting help because it made me feel better. When I was cutting I focused on bleeding instead of what was going on in my life. It helped me forget. So, I became reliant on harming myself to feel better and I began harming myself more than once a day. Then cutting just wasn’t enough anymore, it didn’t satisfy me, I was ready to kill myself. At that point, I was so scared of myself because I knew I could do it, that I forced myself to get help. And guess what, I stopped cutting, the scars are fading, and day by day, things are slowly getting better. I’m not asking you to turn yourself in to a psych ward or admit to your parents that you are suicidal or anything. All I’m asking is please don’t let yourself get as bad as I got. Please care about yourself enough to realize that help may not be so bad after all. Don’t ruin yourself over something that may not be curable, but can be helped. Youre too beautiful for the scars. I love you.